terurai sket2 = : ) (akhirnya dpt senyum ikhlas)

skrg ni, anatara masalah yg kasi aku sakit kepala ialah masalah mbr2 umah....
td jumpe mike, mbr lama, mtk jd felo n dia accept, so skrg masalah tu dh nk solve n sedikit sebyk hati aku jd tenang..aku x pyh lg nk amik hati sape2, aku dh bosan nk jd hipokrit yg tunjukkan muka x ape2 bile aku tau diri dtindas....
hanya dsbbkn ade org tu nk jd baik sgt n nk cover keburukan dia sendiri, dia guna cite aku n dperbesarkan yg aku rasa benda kecik n x masuk campur diorg pun.. aku sendiri pun kagum dgn kebolehan dia, mmg org yg sgt hebat.... kalau dia nk sgt jd no 1, amik la, aku xnk lgsg...
aku penah tdgr lagu ahli fikir, lagu tu bagus la, dlm lirik tu ade tulis yg x best jd org no 1 sbb akan ramai tikam dr blkg n byk sgt expectation.... sgt kena dgn aku, aku mmg xnk jd no 1 or the best utk semua org, tp aku nk jd the best utk org yg btul2 mgenali aku spenuh hati.... hmm..whatever pun, hati aku dh sedikit sbyk tenang, so rasa best sgt!
hehehhehe..... lgpun dunia ni bukan selalunye adil n kite xle dpt semua benda, so fair la aku hepi dgn family aku n love life n keje ok la wpun bjalan agak slow, so what ape nk demand lebih unless la mmg dkurniakanNya, btul x? hehhee..

smlm.. : )

smlm...aku wat ape eh? x penah rasa, tp rasa sgt best...hehehe...kronik2..
asyik terbayang smlm wpun mmg balik pd umah sewa yg mcm hell..... xpe, asalkn ade sum1 yg boleh wat aku hepi...hehehe...
*tampar diri sendiri*
;p

aku baca blog ex aku yg ke-2 tu...sedih...
aku tau ade certain kata2 dia yg dia tujukn kat aku.....aku sedih sgt...
rasa mcm nk nangis, tp dr td cubit lengan sendiri utk stop air mata dr jatuh..... aku mghancurkn hati sum1....aku jahat.... aku hancurkn byk hati org....aku jahat...aku jahat.... aku dh penat senyum or wat icon :)
aku xle bpura-pura lg....yg pasti..aku sedih....rasa bsalah dlm hati ni sgt tebal....

numb?

hmmm....
not sure perasaan utk hari ni.... dh about 2 mgu ex aku x reply msg aku...risau.....risau.....
dia ok ke? aku x ok bile dia x reply ape2...senyap je....aku xnk sbb aku dia wat benda bukan2.....xnk.....aku dh cukup rasa bsalah dh, xnk dtmbhkn lg.....aku dh cukup terseksa dgn perasaan bsalah ni......
dlm bas nk g opis td, ade lagu numb linkin park...btul2 mgambarkn ape yg aku rsa saat ni.... maybe jd lagu tema utk this week.....

Indra Mohd Zin

AYAT-AYAT CINTA (ROSSA)



Lyrics: desir pasir di padang tandus
segersang pemikiran hati
terkisah ku di antara cinta yang rumit

bila keyakinanku datang
kasih bukan sekadar cinta
pengorbanan cinta yang agung
ku pertaruhkan

reff:
maafkan bila ku tak sempurna
cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah
ayat-ayat cinta bercerita
cintaku padamu
bila bahagia mulai menyentuh
seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama
namun harus ku tinggalkan cinta
ketika ku bersujud

bila keyakinanku datang
kasih bukan sekedar cinta
pengorbanan cinta yang agung
ku pertaruhkan

back to reff

ketika ku bersujud


P/s: Abg...jgn sll ckp sori or tq n jgn pernah humble sgt kat sy sbb sy suke abg dgn diri abg yg selamba, sy x kisah ape, walau ape pun yg blaku, i'll still love u...sbb sy dh jumpe kat mana hilangnye hati sy selama sy hidup tanpa ada abg....
NHA <3 IMZ

leeches?

leeches tu ape eh? lintah kan?

wikipedia myatakan definisi leeches ialah:
Leeches are annelids comprising the subclass Hirudinea. There are fresh water, terrestrial, and marine leeches. Like the Oligochaeta, they share the presence of a clitellum. Like earthworms, leeches are hermaphrodites.
The European Medical Leech (Hirudo medicinalis) and some congeners as well as some other species have been used for clinical bloodletting for thousands of years, although most leeches do not feed on human blood, but on small invertebrate,which they eat whole.
Haemophagic leeches attach to their hosts and remain there until they become full, at which point they fall off to digest. A leech's body is composed of 34 segments. They all have an anterior (oral) sucker formed from the first six segments of their body, which is used to connect to a host for feeding, and also release an anesthetic to prevent the host from feeling the leech. They use a combination of mucus and suction (caused by concentric muscles in those six segments) to stay attached and secrete an anti-clotting enzyme into the host's blood stream.
Some species of leech will nurture their young, while providing food, transport, and protection; which is unusual behavior in an invertebrate.

definisi aku utk leeches? leeches=my so called friends (current "besties") hahahhahahahha...
kena sgt! they suck the life out of me! lifeless me=smiling zombie... rasanye itu yg paling best describe my current social life...

hehehhe...at least blog ni tpt aku lepas geram....

kosong?

dh lama gak x tulis kat sini kan? mcm xde pape nk tulis wpun ade byk terjadi, sama ada yg pahit or manis... rasanye perangai simpan suka duka dlm hati sendiri tu dh dtg balik....